another try..

i knew this one girl when i was duduk sorg2 at student centre.. my eye keep on looking at her, stare for a while she's sooo beautiful, her hair perfectly fall down without her trying.. this is another try for me, yes another try after what 'she' did to me.. i'm not give a full hope, i dun have any confidence yet coz i did learn my past mistake.. i really hope this time will happen..

'her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining,

her hair falls perfectly without her trying
she's so beautiful and I tell her every day
I know when I compliment her she wont believe me

its so sad to think she don't see what I see
but every time she asks me do I look okay

I say when I see your face there's not a thing that I would change

cause you're amazing just the way you are
and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are

Car license! Pleaseeee! / last paper sucks!

last morning i had an accident with my sister, kesian kami jatuh tegolek jgk la kat tgh jln tu puncanya tayar depan pancit tiba2? last day when i woke up in the morning my phones ringging 'Aidil Hafeez calling' i pressed green button 'kau kat mana? dtg la kolej study last minit' then i go out to the window and i saw out there, it's raining.. damn how can i pick up my sister then answer my last paper? i'm 20 now, not 15.. i'm adult now, not teenage.. car lisence is important for certain case please understand all this.. haihhh.. kempunan akuu nk drive kereta ke kolej mcm budak2 laen..

today i'm taking my last paper, i'm totally ready to answer all of it coz i've read n hafal all the tips so ape lg mau risau? cehh poyo je, skali dah masuk bilik exam after prepare all my things (pen, pencil and etc) selak paper 'labelkan jenis-jenis suntingan photoshop pada rajah 2' shitttttt.... ape bendaa aku nk jwb niee... start situ dah start tension da 'ishh soalan ape ni' i look around my friends also kerut dahi when answer the paper, haha.. i leave all the merepek2 punya soalan lantak lahh, fed up aku.. harap lulus je.. huh..

have you ever met a girl that you thought was perfect?

Vanity Mansion, around 2 am i heard this one girl drop 'i like that - Anger Dimas Remix' my fav track then i quickly jump into the dance floor i told rain to 'weh ko peggang camera aku jap!' he replied 'tangkap gamba aku dgn aisha jap' and i said 'jap weh lagu ni dowhh' the he buat muka. I quickly to the dance floor and wait until the song 'koyak' then bang my head like shitt.. i take about 2 3 shot when the crowd happening after that i go to the DJ console n try to snap the Dj who spin my fav song.. first shot, over expose.. second shot, juz niceee but then i was freeze 'damn cute dis lil girl!' after that i stand very near the Dj console and my eye keep looking at her, the way she excited, so childish, comel gilaaa... 5am at home finally after having nasi lemak BRJ.. lay down on my katil dgn laptop sebelah uploading all the picture, when i woke up at the morning someone PM me and guess who :)

Maturity

After what happen 'Dua Dunia Berbeza' at last seperate by our own way. Mengikut kefahaman saya sifat kematangan ialah seseorang individu itu dapat membezakan baik dan buruk sesuatu perkara, dapat membezakan perkara baik dan buruk sudah dikira matang tapi ape jadi kalau seseorang tu masih tidak sedar perbuatan ddie yang terang-terang salah? Lepas tu boleh pulak nak sound2 orang 'TAK MATANG' fuck off wehh. Jangan ko fikir ko tu paling MATURE among the other, sedar sikit diri tu sape. Dah la riak, sombong, bongkak, plus tak sedar-sedar lagi even dah explain banyak kali. Thanks to a few person who listen to my heart, beberapa kawan saya yang saya sangatt lah berterima kasih sbab korg ade time aku susah. Nasib baik la ade orang yang sudi teman, mendengar, and give some advice to me. Sape makan cili die rase pedas, so faham2 lah pada siapa perkara ini ditujukan. Sedarlah diri tu sikit, haihh.. Kau jangan fikir ko punya kepale je orang laen punya kepale kau tak fikir.

hope you read this..

Isi hati..

Aku tak berniat nak mencarut dekat kau tapi setiap manusia ade tahap kesabaran, bukan aku tak tunggu kau dalam sejarah hidup aku ni kali pertama aku tunggu kau selama 6 jam lamanya. Aku bukan nak ungkit ape-ape dari kau cume aku harap kau faham ayah aku macam mane, aku baru je ade conflict dengan mak aku tak kan aku nk buat masaalah lagi dengan bapak aku, tak balik rumah aku nanti. Hati yang mulia aku mintak maaf walaupun aku rasa yang aku ni tak bersalah. Ape yang terjadi hari ni aku pun tak tau, ape motif kau aku pun tak faham, kenapa kau tumbuk aku, kenapa kau terajang aku, kenapa kau pukul aku, kenapa kau buat semua tu, kenapa kau sampai hati buat aku macam tu, kenapa aku yang kena, aku sangat kecik hati dengan kau. Sampai hati kau naik tangan dekat aku, aku saying dekat kau, aku hormat kau, aku anggap kau kawan aku sampai aku mati, aku banyak harap dekat kau, aku jadikan kau penasihat dalam hidup aku, kau kawan yang paling aku sanjung, tapi kenapa kau buat semua ni, aku dah rendah diri dekat kau, aku dah mintak maaf dekat kau, aku dah tarik diri dekat kau, aku cuba berbaik dengan kau, tapi ape dah jadi hari ni, aku tak pernah sangka sama sekali kau akan pukul aku seteruk tu, aku sangat kecik hati dengan kau, sangat sangat kecik hati, aku tak tau ape lg yang kau nak, aku tak nak hilang kau sebab kau kawan baik aku sehidup semati, aku hargai segala pemberian,pertolongan yang kau bagi kat aku. Kalau kau bace teks ni bukan niat aku nak cakap – cakap belakang tapi ini Cuma luahan hati aku, aku tak nak gaduh dengan kau, aku nak berbaik dengan kau, aku nak kite macam biase balik, aku seronok kawan dengan kau, macam-macam aku belajar dari kau, akhir kata aku, aku mintak maaf sekali lagi kalau aku buat kau sakit hati dan kalau-kalau aku ade buat salah dengan kau lagi. Aku harap kite boleh jadi macam biasa, aku tak nak gaduh dengan kau tolong la, aku saying dekat kau, kawan sampai mati kan? All these things happen with a thousand reason and memory, history in my life, I would never forget what happen tonight, i rather to hurt myself so that our relationship will not interrupted with any prob, since your hand was at my face, your leg reach my abdomen, my heart were melt like an ice threw outside the window when the sunshine so bright.. People, friend is important in our life, don’t ever hurt your best friend or you would get the same fate like me, cooling down with lay down at my bed and on the phone with my only and freshie lovely person, she accompany me all the time and she came at the right time, I appreciate it so much and thanks, you juz entered my heart with a white key that no one can found it unless she had a same heart just like me, thanks and iloveyouu..


‘hati singa boleh gemang, ini kan pula hati belalang’

‘I got some skeleton in my coffin and I don’t wether know no one knows it’


Sincerely: Shafirol Amir Shazman Abdul Halim Zainuddin

New Empire

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I ain't never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a rival it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be a leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
That guy shit I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line we just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Anas's name on a myspace and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some fuck and stab shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in bisnes for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' Suge
And that was just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Ayap told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over kl. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cause
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cause once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the Anas and Rival from happenin'
Me and Ayap had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Rival started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it Anas smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cause one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited Seme's with Gen zu ren.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runyan Avenue, soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at the jaws, well then I can
Cause frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience..

7 Days Theory

7 Days Theory

Ni nak cerita sikit pasal seorang penyanyi yang terkenal dan telah tiada tetapi kematiannya menjadi tanda tanya,siapakah penyanyi itu..? Saya telah membuat sedikit research tentang beliau..

Teori tujuh hari,siapa lagi kalau tak lain dan tak bukan rapper(penyanyi) terkenal dalam dunia hip-hop dan dikenali seluruh dunia Tupac Amaru Shakur yang sangat digeruni dan disanjungi oleh rapper-rapper yang lain.. Beliau dilahirkan pada 16.6.1971 dan mati pada 13.9.1996.. Dilahirkan di East Harlem di Manhattan,New York.. Beliau dikenali sebagai 2pac atau pun Tupac yang sebutanya sama dan ejaanya berbeza.. Seorang pengemar hip-hop dan sangat hebat dalam nyanyian rap freestyle juga telah berada di Mainstream Level iaitu ranking dalam dunia hip-hop..

Kematian beliau menjadikan tanda Tanya kerana ada sesetengah individu sekelilingnya berpendapat bahawa beliau akan hidup semula pada 2014! Adakah ini benar atau hanya dongeng sahaja,dengan fakta dan bukti yang saya ada mari kita siasat bersama..

Banduan

Ianya bermula apabila beliau dimasukkan ke dalam penjara Clinton Correctional Facility pada 14 feb 1995 akibat mengedar dadah.. Semasa beliau dalam penjara beliau mempelajari dan membaca sebuah buku yang bertajuk Prince.. Buku tersebut adalah kisah benar seorang putera yang bernama Machievelli pada abad ke 16 masihi.. Putera tersebut memalsukan kematiannya pada umur 25 tahun dan kembali pada umur 43 dan menjadi kaya raya tetapi itu tidak penting.. Semasa beliau keluar dari penjara beliau menggelarkan dirinya sebagai Makavelli yang ejaannya hampir sama dengan I am alive ini juga tidak penting..

Tarikh

Beliau mati semasa umur beliau 25 tahun (2 + 5 = 7) pada pukul 4.03pm (4 + 3 = 7) 4 + 3 = 43.. Lihat dan kira betul-betul,kiraan ini sama dengan teori 7 hari yang telah diamalkan oleh Putra Machievelli.. Ini kemungkinan beliau akan hidup semula atau kembali pada 2014 semasa umurnya 43 tahun, 18 tahun selepas 1996 (dan sekarang perkara yang penting)

Bukti

Beliau telah ditembak pada 7 hari bulan dan hanya dapat bertahan sehingga 7 hari sahaja dan kemudiannya beliau mati.. Dalam video clip lagu ‘Hail Mary’ ada sebuah batu tomb yang bertulis Makavelli 1971-1996, jadi bagaimana beliau tahu yang beliau akan mati pada tahun hadapan iaitu 1996..?! Baiklah,beliau mati pada tahun 1996 ( 1 + 9 = 10 , 10 – 9 = 1 , 1 + 6 = 7) Beliau lahir pada 16 june 1971, 1 + 6 = 7 dan juga ada 7 ahli dalam kumpulan The Outlawz iaitu bawah naungannya.. Dalam filem Geng Related beliau bermain dengan seorang polis yang lencananya bernombor 115, 1 + 1 + 5 = 7 dan dalam filem Gridlock’d pula semasa beliau dalam café dan melihat buku menu,semua huruf L diterbalikkan kepada 7.. Semasa beliau ditembak mereka menjumpai 12 peluru tetapi hanya 5 peluru sahaja yang menembusi badannya.. Album The Eyez On Me telah dilancarkan 7 bulan sebelum beliau ditembak.. Lirik lagu The Song Made Me Niggaz ada menyatakan yang beliau berkata ‘Let em undastand me plan to get richer I got a plan to get richer.. Beliau juga selalu memakai baju kalis peluru walau ke mana sahaja dan beliau memalsukan kematianya kerana beliau mempunyai ramai musuh yang mahukan beliau mati.. Baiklah kali ini sangat-sangat penting,ingat semula apabila saya beritahu yang beliau akan hidup semula pada 2014 mari kita lihat dan teliti bersama..

Kiraan dan Teori 7 Hari

Lahir pada tahun 1971, 1 + 9 + 7 + 1 = 18, mati pada tahun 1996, 1 + 9 + 9 + 6 = 25, dan kembali pada 2014, 2 + 1 + 4 = 7, kembali pada umur 43 tahun, 25 + 18 = 43, teori 7 hari + 43 tahun = 50, beliau ada tatu yang bertulis #50.. Dalam lagu The Song Heartz of Men beliau berkata ‘I died and came back 3 minutes and 13 seconds into the track 3 + 1 + 3 = 7,kawan rapat beliau Yaki Kadafi mati 61 hari selepas kematian beliau,6 + 1 = 7,dan Kadafi merupakan saksi utama atas kematian beliau..

Begitulah kisahnya tentang teori kematian beliau.. Terdapat lagi bukti-bukti yang kukuh tentang beliau hidup semula dalam lagu This Life I Lead,Ghost,dan Pac’s Life yang nyanyianya jika diterbalikkan ada mengatakan yang beliau hidup semula.. Saya bercakap berdasarkan rujukan sekiranya anda kurang percaya mahu pun was-was tentang apa yang saya bincangkan,silalah rujuk pada youtube.com dan kunci katanya 7 days theory dan juga Tupac biography wickepedia,google.com.. Jadi terserah pada anda untuk menilainya.. Beri pendapat anda tentang teori ini pada saya dengan comment di bawah.. hehe.. sekian,terima kasih..

Apa-apa pun saya sangat meminati,menyanjungi,dan mendengar lagu-lagu beliau yang sekadarhiburan,tambahan pula lagu-lagu beliau juga ada yang menyentuh hati,saya akui beliau layak digelar sebagai Lagenda Hip-Hop Terhandal.. Long live Tupac!

Hanya sekadar hiburan,saje-saje nk pening kn kepale =P

Writen by,Promoe..